caught in a bad romance.
ohmygod i cannot believe that im actually blogging.

MY LIFE IS TUMBLING UP AND DOWN THESE PAST FEW DAYS AND I AM VERY STRESSED.

if its not friends, its boys, its family and EVERYTHING.

sometimes i feel as if i can depend on nobody except my phone and the songs in it. so by that i can talk to nobody. i do have my two babies but they too have their own life to think about right so i cant actually burden them with mine.

and i decided to blog about everything just now. and so here i am.

HM. problems have been very confusing to me you know. and about studies, i cant quite make up my mind on what am i going to do. SHIT.

ALSO, i broke up with that guy fr about 2 months now. and i plan to stay single for some time now. not to be very the jiwang right but my love life is VERY messed up right now. thats why i decided not to get tied up with anybody now. not to have any feelings for anyone. push them aside yeah. all this, is bullshit.

i dont have anyone to turn toooo :(

oh ya, just for the record, my one and only grandmother passed away last friday. to be honest, i dont know how to react to it. i mean i havent lost any close relatives till now. so im very frustrated.

Al-Fatihah.

to a simple conclusion, my life is at the bottom of the wheel right now so i guess i just have to deal with it, no ?

loves out :)