I've a confession to make
And i want all of you to understand and support me through ?

YES, I admit my mouth has been a little jackass recently. No not recently but it has been very very bad for a couple of months ? weeks ? i don't know.

I curse, I gossip, I say things i shouldnt say. I can say the meanest things to people when im angry. Syazwan scolded me a few times but i ignored him.

I am changing to something that I dispise a lot.

The big exam is 19 days far and I dont want my sins to increase.

And plus, I said something about a month ago about my good friend and I'm so sorry. It won't happen again. I am truthfully sorry. I didnt mean to say it.

SO, i need my friens to support me and scold me or whatever when I say mean things about people or whatsoever.

I hate myself now :(

God help me.

Loves. Out.

See You Later Aligator
I won't be updating my blog fr the whole 2 months due to my upcoming damned SPM exam. Oh how dreadful.

OH WELL, let's get this war over and done with so I can enjoy my life gracefully.

YOU CAN DO IT BABY !

SPM, bak datang !

hahahahahahahahahahahaha, wish me luck bitcheesssss

byeeee. Loves. Out.

Oh, I Love You my guilty pleasure
It was the 2nd of October
15 days towards 18th October

Today is the day of my openhouse. Yaayyyy ! Hihi. Im waiting fr the right time to cook my mashed potatoes and gravy. Nyumm.

Yesterday i talked to Syazwan a several times on the internet. I am so thankful to god that humans are now getting more and more genius and intelligent. And by having that gift, they invented the internet and so on. For the reason of the ridiculously expensive calls from France to Malaysia. We talked through Yahoo messenger. How cool is thaat ? HAHA, It was totally free. I love the human abilities, haha : )

I baked cheesecake yesterday for tonight's openhouse. Do come and taste my master piece. HAHA.

And yea I've to help out. Tarra.

OH YA, fana has been matching my life with songs lately. I dont know why. Well let me tell you the songs that she've picked fr me.

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands I sit and cry
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me
I can see us dying...are we?
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak,don't speak, don't speak, oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good, I know you're good, I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
HAHA and guess who is she pointing it out to ? Ill highlight it for you.

And this is the other one

Ooh, I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish
Cool, I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day yes, I'm really missin' missin' you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl, what's up, it use to be just me and you
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day, yes I'm really missin missin you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl what's up, what's up, what's up, what's up
Meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
Girl, I travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
Across the universe I go to other galexies
Just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
I navigate myself myself to take me where you be
Cause girl I want, I, I, I want you right now
I travel uptown (town) I travel downtown
I wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
I love you alway... way
Can you meet me half way (I'll meet you halfway)
Right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
Let's walk the bridge, to the other sideJust you and I (just you and I)
I will fly, I'll fly the skies, for you and I (for you and I)
I will try, until I die, for you and I, for you and I, for for you and I, For for you and I, for for you and I, for you and I
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Meet me half way, right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

This is for Syazwan. haha. Good one Fana.

In the meantime, I am very addicted to the song Hella Good - No Doubt and Beautiful Nightmare - Beyonce.

I LIKEEEE.

Loves. Out.


baby when you're gone,
I've been wandering around the house all night
wondering what the hell to do
Yeah, I'm trying to concentrate but all I can think of is you
well the phone don't ring 'cause my friends ain't home
I'm tired of being all alone
Got the tv on 'cause the radio's playing
songs that remind me of you

Baby when you're gone, I realize I'm in love
days go on and on, and the nights just seem so long
Even food don't taste that good, drink ain't doing what it should
things just feel so wrong, baby when you're gone

I keep driving up and down these streets
trying to find somewhere to go
Yeah i'm looking for a familiar face, but there's no one I know
oh, this is torture, this is pain, it feels like I'm gonna go insane
I hope you're coming back real soon, 'cause i don't know what to do

Baby when you're gone, I realize I'm in love
days go on and on, and the nights just seem so long
Even food don't taste that good, drink ain't doing what it should
things just feel so wrong, baby when you're gone

Baby when you're gone, I realize I'm in love
days go on and on and the nights just seem so long
Even food don't taste that good, drink ain't doing what it should
things just feel so wrong, baby when you're gone

This lyric suits me VERY very well. I miss him.

Oh lord SPM is REALLY getting nearer ! I can feel his breath ! haha, bullshitting, my middle name.

So, just studied physics and I managed to watch the AMAZING F1 concert in Singapore on Channel [V]. It was AWESOME. Why Malaysia can't pull something that is as cool as that ? They suck, You suck, We suck.

So babies, I am having an openhouse this Saturday 3rd October on 8pm. Do come. *nnt ckp tk ajk kan* haha

COME.

Loves. Out.