Id fight for you, Id lie, its true
I AM WILLING TO ! Hooooyyeaaaahhh ! :D

I dont know why but I FEEL SO SAD RIGHT THS MOMENT. Oh so god help me. I feel like attempting a suicide right now. CEH, ahaha but Im serious. I cant bear this feeling. I feel so DOWN to the ground. IT RHYMES so whattheheck, haha.

Tmr Ive a class reunion at Sunway. Im surprised I don't feel excited at all. I don't feel anything right now. OHMAGAAAADDD, :'(

THEN sleepover at Fana's. Thurs morning Ive a casting with Tiya and Fana. Then NEW YEAR. WHICH i dont even have any plans yet. Everything is ridiculously expensive nowadays and going everywhere is a BORE. Kill me man.

I am now currently addicted to the song Shots. Hahaha I dont know why.

Okay Imma watch GG now.

Byebye. I AM FEELING DOWN. Daaaaammnn.

Oh gosh, please
HEEEYYYYYYYY

I just got back from Jengka for mama's high school reunion and it rained all the way. I was wearing baju kurung you know and imagine how i froze. I slept a LOT since I only got 2 hours of sleep yesterday. Thanks to you ! -.-

I haven't gone out for about 2 days now, YEAY ME ! Hahah, trying to be a good girl who sits at home and do pretty much nothing. Okay Ill be honest, I was sick. HAHAH, thats why I didnt went out. IM BORED OKAY PLS. SOMEONE ask me out already !!

You know who I miss right now ?
  • Teyra
  • Baby
  • Jiihan
  • Jia Yi
  • Classmates
  • Schoolmates
And that is pretty much it. Hahah, Just informing. HMMMM.

OH GOD, i SO have nothing to blog about. Since I dont pick people's problem as my topics now nor dont i pick talking BAD about people in my blog :)

Okay okay Ill give you guys something that's interesting now in my life, hehe.
Weh i adooreeee youuuuuuuuuu :D BUUUTTT, Imma wait, still, If nothing happens then I wont lose anything right ? Ive given out hints KOTT ? ahahah i dont know. Im new at this. Okay shut up.

Oh ya, i ended the relationship. It was too tiring and complicated fr me. Ive had my limits. So sorry.

Im so crappy.

Bye lah mcm ni. Sedih.

I need them bags and the money


Look at my hair, I LOIKE ! Hahahah.

OKAY, let us all pray to god that I won't bore you guys with my post.

Hammhamhammmhammhamhammmhammm

GO !

Tommorrow I'll be going to Sunway with HisyamtheHagrid and Zaf i think ? I WANT MONAAYYHH !
I HOPE that Ill get at least ONE job. Last year, I applied for i think 5 shops but didn't even get one reply. Now tell me how sad is that ? VERY SAD KAAANN ?

Today's my brother's 23rd birthday soooo I am telling youuuuuu, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHERBEAR :D

Okay I don't have any idea(s) anymore.

I am trying to finish up Gossip Girls but it's getting duller by episodes. Am i right or am i right ? Heheh. SOO, bye as I want to watch GG

Loves. Out. :D

You give love a bad name
Shot through the heart and you're to blame
Darlin' you give love a bad name

An angel's smile is what you sell
You promise me heaven then put me through hell
Chains of love got a hold on me
When passion's a prison you can't break free

Shot through the heart and you're to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name
Hey, you give love a bad name

I'm sick of everything. Done and done.

Pool party has passed but it wasn't exactly a pool party since the pool was closed throughout the event. Hahah. It ws due to the drizzling rain all the way. No one is to blame yeah ?

After school life is VERY dull. I've nothing to do therefore there are nothing to blog about. This concludes to a very dull and insipid me.

Ive no topic to blog WEH !! Damn stressfull !!

Seriously, from this point onwards, no reading sue's blog anymore.

I am sad. Bye.

Jumbled Up
I just got back from everywhere I might say. To say now I am freaking tired and plus tmr Ive to fetch Syazwan from the airport, Joy

I claim that tdy would be the most freakiest, lovely, tiring, funny day so far. I've gained a lot of experience from today so let me share some with you. Like what they say, sharing is caring :)

First off, I went out with Jiihan and Surya. We went straight to Mydin to buy some stuffs for Jiihan's class party. We ate lunch there and nothing much happened.

Picked Jia Yi from her house and also Tony MOEY. I like his name. And shoot straight to AC. Played some pool and some British guy asked for my number, Oh well.. you don't know who yre dealing with, HAHAHAH okay I was joking. Hanged at AC fr a long time till we have to make a move to Jiihan's class party.

I learned how to drive a manual after the class party or should I say class barbeque ? Well whatever. Haha. Waited for some time for Tony MOEY to get a car from his brother for the sake of sending off Elroy at the airport.

Tony MOEY speeded full speed towards the airport and luckily Elroy is still at Mcd KLIA when we've reached there. Fast forward, after sending Elroy we went back and wanted to get something to eat.

Instead, most of the friends wants to hang at one of the girls' house in Glenmarie. So the usual me, I ws hungry so I asked Tony MOEY to drive in Mcd's drive-thru and buy me DINNER. hahah. Went to Fiona's house then ate at the padang there.

Now this'll get better. While eating and hanging out, I just love that time and theeenn, I found out that HADI cld see 'things'. Ohhhkaaayy, fine. By the time we wanted to go home, I encountered some pretty freaky and weird things that just knocked me straight off my feet. I was about to cry but I didnt, hahah lame i know. It was REALLY REALLY scary.

SO, that ws just a little bit of my story and I cnt manage to tell all about it since it is 6 in the morning and I am too tired to even sleep.

Toodles. Bye.

xoxo
Well hello !

To spend my empel time at home i decided to finish up Gossip Girls season 1 and 2. I heard that GG is mind-blowing but I managed to watch just a few here and there episodes on tv. And now I just finished watching season 1 and YES PEOPLE, the series has effected me emotionally BIG TIME. I was literally pissing off now and then for the bitches in GG. Hahaha talk about getting TOO involved in it. I want to start season 2 now but time is in my way so I suppose I'll start season 2 tmr. Teyra told me that season 2 is better than season 1 soooo, impress me :)

Tasha and I planned to go to Genting this Tues or Wed since she'll be off to Europe for a month ! That means she won't be spending her new year here but instead in Ireland I reckon. Oh it'll be a one day trip due to the school hols and obviously the hotels will be fully-booked all month. It'll be satisfying eventhough just for a day I wish. Well that's because we intend to go there and have fun rather than marketing our face there like most kids do nowadays, no offence :)

Tomorrow Yazren and I may be going to Sunway to seek for jobs that can provide us money to LIVE. Haha a bit too melodramatic ? BUT my sister said that I'd better off to find part-time jobs online as a promoter or whatever that sometimes offer RM80 per day regarding what jobs are you willing to do. To think on how am I going to go back and forth from home to Sunway then from Sunway back home. That is certainly going to cost me more money. I am in consideration. HELP.


It is 4.30 in the morning and my head is telling me to give it a rest and hit the sack already. Goodnight Subang Jayarers, (haha I told you GG has gone into me VERY deeply).

Okay enough being lame, goodnight bloggers, readers.


Loves. Out.


*Oh ya for the record, I really miss Syazwan. When is it gonna be the 18th !? Sigh*


Look at him, very retard right ? Haha, I like :)

To hell with everything, Im done

Bohhh-ringgg

Honey.


You know, honestly, i do want to give a shit but things are so different kan ? Do agree with me because i know you know that it's true. Its not that now, I don't care or what not but I don't mind. If youre here, youre here. If you prefer to be there, youre there. Truthfully, I gave up but maybe you think that's childish right ? Okay then, I myself find me different from the past since I've been hanging with diff people already. Oh god, get it over with. School's out, we'll be separated till i don't know when. I personally think that it won't matter right ?

Okay this is some boring emo shit.

Changing modeee.

SCHOOL'SSS OUUTT !

Can you feel it ? Haha. Seriously i don't feel a major diff in anything. Maybe in a little tiny stuffs but it didn't give the impact that I expected before. Wow right ? Chemistry paper was such a bitch that I am now disgusted to even take a glance at the chemistry book. CEEYY. Haha. Some lot did asked me about what am i going to do after this and seriously, i don't know. Surprisingly, yeah. I planned to get a job in around January so I can at least have fun this month. Buuutt, i don't know. I hope time'll fly REALLYY slow since I don't want March to ever come near me.

We've to face the fact ! Correct ?


Typically, we planned to go to Sunway to do some interesting things, hehe, for me i might say. Then I don't know. WELL, ALVIN WANTS TO GO HOME AND STUDY. Bloody freak right ? Haha, he is actually.


Syazwan is still in Japan due to the student exchange programme that he attended. He'll be back home on the 18th Dec, hurrah ? I haven't talk to him since like 3rd Dec ? He said there isn't any coverage there so he can't contact me that often. Weird, there're coverage in France but not in Japan which is located here in Asia ? He once told me about this girl during his orientation before going to Japan, she has a crush on him. And she is now in Japan with him. Hahah, quite lame i know, I am not jealous but just anxious. Oh I hope i can trust him as much.

Enough about him,

Bye, I'll blog later when I have stuffs to blog about. Interesting stuffs ofcourse.

Loves. Out.

Worst one so far
Hooyeah my birthdaaay !
Let me tell you what happened ;
  • One of my bestf forgot my birthday and forgot to do some other stuffs too
  • The boyf didn't wish me on my birthday
  • The boyf is in Japan for another TWO WEEKS
  • I didn't go out and celebrate with my friends at all
  • I had SPM Physics paper on my birthday
  • And I don't feel happy, AT ALL.

On the other hand,

  • I got loads of prezzies
  • Went to tgif with Auntie Mazni's fam and mine
  • Jiihan promised me to take me somewhere
  • My bestfs ate wih me at Mcd, although we didnt literally ate but we hung :)
  • i have another one paper to finish up my SPM examination
  • Facebook was such a darling bcse it reminded my friends and tonnes of them wished me in Facebook, THANKS A LOT <3

Now that's all. Wasn't my birthday the dearest ?

Loves. Out.