Deeep man, that's deep, youre deep


WOW, i know. Quite shocking huh. Well i do have my own reasons on putting it in public and even had the idea of writing that down in paper. As everyone know, I will be having my SPM exam this year and maybe some of you knows about the family conflict that I have.

So, it's very sad bcse I obviously have to apologies to everyone literally to get the blessings. But I cant apologies verbally to papa. So yea, maybe I'll give him a call or just send a text message later on.

By posting the photo up there doesn't really mean that I love papa and I don't love my mum. Well, I can say 'I love you, ma' to my mum like every single minute but my dad ? Hah. A joke maybe.

So yea, Papa,

I will be having my BigHumongousCrucialSignificantEssential exam this year and I hope that I can have your blessing. Im sorry for the wrong things I did. I didn't get the chance to 'salam raya' with you the other day bcse I was too busy panicking on what should I do. I waited to lock eye contact with you so that I can wave but you didn't look. It's okay. I love you okay papa.

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Sadcase.

Ala maa, I love you too, hihi :)

At school all the form 5's and form 3's had the Majlis Restu Ilmu where all of us had to salam and ask for forgiveness from the teachers. I was strong at first but I failed to control my emotions when it was the turn to salam the pengetua. From that point I started crying. Oh gosh, gay sial sue. Well I did A LOT of sins towards the teachers. hehe. small2 sins only.

I am currently coughing like a mad cow and my voice suddenly turned into something smexxy. haha. Not that I am, my voice, I said.

18 Days towards 18th Oct

&

49 Days towards SPM


Damn.

Im femished. Gotta find something to eat. Tarrra.

Loves. Out.

p/s : to abg kakak mama : I am sad inside. Chey. I love you guys. DON'T laugh.