new name for me : Girlf adik focker . *how sad i know*

new task in this house : to be a maid . *fork you*

things have changed lately . yes i know thats unacceptable for me , but instead of throwing tantrums or sulking , i'd rather stay cool and show them how i roll . (ceh , cm jonas brothers plk) haha , i mean , i want then to understand without me telling but just showing . ahh you get what i mean . in this house , eventhough i follow and akur in everything that they said , and mainly , BELAJAR , they still have a hard time to let me out easily . like wtf doh ? i studied , i always do what you 3 asks me to . what more ? I DONT EFFING UNDERSTAND . well why not , if you guys have so many things that unsatisfies you guys , give a whole book will you ? sheeshh .

and , i know i missed out a lot of things between you guys but heck , do you guys have to LET me feel left out . yes i know , after reading what i have to say here , will make you guys want to talk or should i say 'discuss' this behind my back but i don't care . there's no evil or backstabbing reasons on why i am saying this publicly but , i dont know . pile it together . eventhough i have nothing against it but im sure any of you would feel the same thing if you were me . for me , i KNOW i didnt do nothing wrong and maybe you guys didnt say that i did . if somehow you guys will or want to feel offended by this and again , be mad at me on why do i have to post it up on my blog but hey , i am not the only who posts my own problem in my own blog . but i want you guys to know that i dont wish to find faults , just expressing here . and yeah , you make me feel as if im out of the circle . good job .

why is the world so cruel i might say ? yeah , be happy . bcse im not .

WHATEVER

SO , syazwan is in Pangkor now , having fuunnn , without mee . haha whatever , which makes me so so bored since ive been left out kan kaan ? again , wtv .

hah , next upcoming saturday is The Valentines Day :) luckily i already have my valentine so i dont have to go through all the trouble to find one . jyeah baby .

about the genting trip ! homg , its driving me crazy ! i have to save money to go thre and plus to sunburst . and thats why i am asking my goodgood friend to get me one free ticket . that is if he can , oh how i wish wish he can . i wnt to gooooo ! :(

i dont seem to have any interesting topic anymore to say so ciao bro . haha :p

loves . out .

i'll try to find some pics frm last week with my friends . oh , sorry , we didnt took any bcse , haih mls nk cr gduh . bye .

randomized




comel kan ? HAHA







*emotional meltdown*
fuck it .