FINALLY , things has been settled . i so so thank god for that . going to put up 'sujud syukur' in my calendar since ive been so occupied with life . masyaallah , ibadah juga adalah hidup so yea , struggling to fit in my solat time :)

last monday i went to Stadium Matsushita , ala , yesterday fr short . haha , ANYWAY , i kept guessing , why Matsushita ? why not ? shah alam ? (since its located thre) or why not Stadium Berjaya ? or better , Stadium Terunggul ? we're in Malaysia fr god's sake , not Japan . i don't understand these people who think it's cool to put a name like that . okay moving on , i went thre fr MSSD and dont get me wrong , i did not go thre to berjuang fr my school but to berjuang fr the school's magazine . aha , i ws thre to snap pictures . i know it sounds lame but it ws tiring okay ! like seriously , being a photographer ni memenatkan lah ! CEY ,

so tmr im planning to go there in pair with Mr. Hilmanio bcse going thre makes my eye clean . get it ? cuci mata ? ......................................... how LAME i know . dh abaikan .

aaaannnd i dnt have anything so say anymore now except im sorry .

plus i love my peoples who loves me *wink wink* :))

loves . out .

these pictures are the pictures ive swore i wont put in up anywhre in public , but then again , what are thre to be ashamed of ? ECEY , yeryer je sue ni .







those are my old photos and please people , dont laugh . haha

:)
is it better this way ?









loves . out .

"you make me so proud"

why is it that i could never hear you guys say that ? bcse im not making you guys proud . yea , im just a spoilt fucked up girl kan ? hooray , -.-

Valentines day was perfect :) i love him more and moreee each day ! seriously , i wouldnt want anybody else even if he has money as tall as Mount Everest or he has 25 lamborghinies . well psl money tu i might consider la :p haha no la , i am satisfied enough with my very own Syazwan . yes i know he doesnt have any lamborghini or money . HAHA , dh dropping it and stopping it b . sorry , i love you more than i love you bfre . like duh ? okay i merepek but yea , you know how much i love you kan b ? you're perfect and you're the best sayang . i dont want no one else . eeeeeee i love you lah setan ! oh ya , i got a ring frm him , haha comel i know :p

i love my budak kecik semangat :)











tmr's school day , sheeeeeshhh . its okay , i have another 9 months to go !

loves . out .

p/s : and teyra , i would do anything fr you bby . whatever it takes , i love you .

new name for me : Girlf adik focker . *how sad i know*

new task in this house : to be a maid . *fork you*

things have changed lately . yes i know thats unacceptable for me , but instead of throwing tantrums or sulking , i'd rather stay cool and show them how i roll . (ceh , cm jonas brothers plk) haha , i mean , i want then to understand without me telling but just showing . ahh you get what i mean . in this house , eventhough i follow and akur in everything that they said , and mainly , BELAJAR , they still have a hard time to let me out easily . like wtf doh ? i studied , i always do what you 3 asks me to . what more ? I DONT EFFING UNDERSTAND . well why not , if you guys have so many things that unsatisfies you guys , give a whole book will you ? sheeshh .

and , i know i missed out a lot of things between you guys but heck , do you guys have to LET me feel left out . yes i know , after reading what i have to say here , will make you guys want to talk or should i say 'discuss' this behind my back but i don't care . there's no evil or backstabbing reasons on why i am saying this publicly but , i dont know . pile it together . eventhough i have nothing against it but im sure any of you would feel the same thing if you were me . for me , i KNOW i didnt do nothing wrong and maybe you guys didnt say that i did . if somehow you guys will or want to feel offended by this and again , be mad at me on why do i have to post it up on my blog but hey , i am not the only who posts my own problem in my own blog . but i want you guys to know that i dont wish to find faults , just expressing here . and yeah , you make me feel as if im out of the circle . good job .

why is the world so cruel i might say ? yeah , be happy . bcse im not .

WHATEVER

SO , syazwan is in Pangkor now , having fuunnn , without mee . haha whatever , which makes me so so bored since ive been left out kan kaan ? again , wtv .

hah , next upcoming saturday is The Valentines Day :) luckily i already have my valentine so i dont have to go through all the trouble to find one . jyeah baby .

about the genting trip ! homg , its driving me crazy ! i have to save money to go thre and plus to sunburst . and thats why i am asking my goodgood friend to get me one free ticket . that is if he can , oh how i wish wish he can . i wnt to gooooo ! :(

i dont seem to have any interesting topic anymore to say so ciao bro . haha :p

loves . out .

i'll try to find some pics frm last week with my friends . oh , sorry , we didnt took any bcse , haih mls nk cr gduh . bye .

randomized




comel kan ? HAHA







*emotional meltdown*
fuck it .