love me for a lifetime
nothing happened today so obviously i dnt have anything to bloody blog about ! hOMG ! i slept around 5 yesterday bcse i ws texting with syazwan , FR THE FIRST TIME , i slept late BUT i wsnt onlining ! eheheh , instead i ws painting my nails la , singing la , lipat2 baju la . ahah . 'sue tupid btl' . so around 4.30am it started to rain and i ws thinking "YA ALLAH ! gilaaa best if tdo !" haha . HA ! imagine , it ws pouring heavily here in putra heights but in usj11 it wsnt . weird taak ?! i told syazwan that he ws such a weirdo smpai hujan pn tknk turun . eheheh , jgn mara bang ;p

SO , woke up around 4 something ? hee i know , apa punya anak dara la -.- i get that ALL the time ! haha , got used to it daaahh , so you cant intimidate me no more ! eheh . okay diam , sooo , went downstairs , did what i had to do . haha , so around 6.30 i went fr a quick jog just to *kononkonon* kurangkan lemak bit by bit la . idk if thats true , but that belief kept me going . HAHA , i meant , by believing that i cn still eat and eat and eat without feeling guilty ! hahaha , sillysilly theory i know ! so what ? i HATE the feel of guiltiness when im eating , the time when i THINK that all the lemaklemakS frm the food will eventually get to my face and makes me look like a swollen tomato ? HAHA , dh dh ckup .

currently i am having this tiny itsy bitsy crisis with syazwan . haih , BOYFRIENDS , they cant live a day without CHOMPING up your last nerves ! man , give us a break please ! haha .

im a SOOOOOOOOOO missing the last phone that ive used now . i am willing to pay fr the repair cost please pleaseee ? haha , dhla whatever .

later , out .

current mood : PISSED no ?

oh ya , for the fellow smokers out there or in here , *wink wink* hahaha , i have two pictures fr you and three words 'katakan tak nak' . eehhehehehehe ;)





now im out fr real . sheesh .