inspired by Putera Muzammel (:
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When you try your best
but you don't succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face

And I


Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

these lyrics were introduced by my friendfriend Putera Muzammel (: he's gone through this part that im going so , fahamfaham sendiri lah ya . haha .

okay so now im fucking stressed up by him . not 'him' but him . HAHA . okay mengarut , by him i mean my ex . haih . stop stressing me out please oh please . im tired . ans i beg of you to just LET IT ALL GO and just be with HER . wtv , im hurt .

O-HA-NAA ?!! well , nothing to say except that i feel like im just staying here temporarily . haih . want to tease me frm time to time ? like you guys are so damn bloody perfect ? fuck it . fuck everything . wait , that ws TOO harsh . SCREW EVERYTHING . even someone that's not family could treat me like one why cant you guys ? im the youngest in the family yes i know , so it doesnt mean that you can do whatever you want . IM FUCKING TIRED .

see , life is being a BITCH towards me nowadays . and i am a bit suprised that i am not complaining . oh maybe cz I AM SO GETTING USE OF THIS . screw the world im going insane .

i miss this :(


hanging out with the girls .


this .


them .


HAHH !


her .

lastly , im planning to cut my hair (: wish me luck and pray that the hairdresser wont mess my hair up ! haha .

loves .