i miss me
"kte rndu awk yg dlu sue , awk yg understanding dlu "

"every night tsh nanges do , sbb next year korang sume dh tkde dkt dgn tsh :( "

"i'll call you every one hour ya , i love you and i care for you . you know i will never hurt you again rght ? i'll change , i love you "



these words that came out frm the ones that i love made me cry and it is sad knowing that someone do love you as who you are . idk what im saying bt yeah , im so so sad rght now .



Nur Atirah Che Razalli

fr teyra , im sorry syg if ive been behaving very different lately . idk what have gotten into me . maybe i feel too pressured by the surroundings and what people say . i just want to take care of you syg . i dnt wnt ppl to think bad about you . you are so like my little AND big sister rght now . seriously , you're my life . i would rather stab myself than to hurt you . im so sorry . i just cnt stand it when you do what you do and seeing you handling what people has to say abt you . it hurts me deeply too and i am trying my supersuper best to prevent you frm dealing those kind of stuffs . i love you dearly and i wouldn't wnt to trade you fr anything at all . i know i do get mad at you bcz i am stressed up abt something else , im sry . i know i always let it all out to you when im mad where it is never abt you at all , im sry honey . i'll try my super hard to change fr you ya i cnt imagine myself if i lose you one day . i'll treasure you till i die baby . i love you .


Nurul Natasha

fr tasha , although i've only been close to you fr 5 months bt i do love you , in fact i care fr you . i dnt want to lose you and just the thought of that i am going to lose you next year makes me sad . i hate it when you talk abt you leaving and all . to be honest , i really do hate it . you make everything so lively and not to be all mushymushy bt you always lighten up my day . oh gosh im crying . haih tashaa , i hope that we cn still be close frnds although you'll shift schl and all . i dnt knw what to say anymore . i love you .


Nik Syazwan Nik Azmi

fr syazwan , im sorry i've always been so so so angsty towards you . bt in some way you cn easily get on my nerves . yes i know that we've only known fr what ? maybe 1 mnths ++ ? bt yeah , i felt as if ive known you longer . we fought , we laughed , we joked , through all and all , i love you baby . day by day that has passed you complete me . seriously , i cnt live through one day without recieving a call or a txt msg frm you . you know the feeling of 'tk sng duduk' ? yes thats what i feel when you dnt call or txt me . you annoy me so much that i cld just throw you anywhre in the gununggunung . bt , then , who'll be the one that calls me and say " b , sayaaang " , who'll be the one that'll txt me and say "bby , i love you :D syg gila bai i dkt you . hhe" yes i know it sounds very the jambu-ish and manjamanja , bt it comforts me in a way that i know someone do loves me . eventhough you've been cursed at , yelled at , teased at , you're still here staying by my side and to just be thre fr me . seriously , i love you more and more each day . i love you lah pukimak (:



well i know this post is kind of just focusing on these three peoples BUT please understand that there're some personal reasons on why im dedicating ths post to them . i still love you , haha (: