good morning i might say to ppl in malaysiaaa (:

i woke up at 8:05 today :( guess why ? im having my "datang bulan" punya season now . jyeah baby . who likes it when this time of the month happens kaaan ? haha . bear with it jela then . well , rght now im trying to avoid adding any sense of humour in my blog since the boyfriend said " u ni lawak ah , " uhhh , im not a clown laah ! hahaha , wtv .

yesterday ws the BEST DAY EVER -.- *okay i ws being VERY sarcastic* hm to my siblings which i KNOW you guys will read my blog ESPECIALLY this one , haha wtv .

again , to my siblings , stop it . dnt ever talk to me if you think im rude . NEVER hurt me & STOP hurting me . know what ? it hurts fr me to say this but i REGRET something that i shouldn't do last year , specifically , i REGRET moving . hm . pls throw your EGO-ness away while reading this . switch to the "family" mode kjap , thats if you guys ada la . haih , im SICK of fighting when it is all MY FAULT . it ws NEVER yours . i ws the one who ws being rude , i ws the one who messed up . please , im not perfect . i hate it when ppl expect maybe TOO much frm me . im still a teenager , messing up is what i do to learn to live . compare to what you guys did when you guys were a teenager ? i think what im doing is what i think is already "okay" . THINK . im tired of thinking fr you both . i know you have the thought that im lazy , i just know how to eat ppl's money up , all the negativities of me . wtf ? hani dh tk larat . please . i know ive done stuffs that has disappoint you guys but i've learned frm my mistakes . im trying not to do those mistakes anymore . seriously , I AM TRYING . maybe you guys were too busy to realise . all you ever think is i ALWAYS take things fr granted . hm , i dnt know . well , fyi , ive done trying . and i HATE this . wtv , i cn feel that im not part of the family anymore . dh , mls nk fkir .


woawoaaaaaa dh STOP all the emo-ing . haih . now i look like i have two pingpong balls stuck to my face *dkat mata punya area* haha , okay i know most of you will laugh reading this cz i know you will think *mmg ada dua pingpong balls stuck kt muka dia pon !! then gelakgelak -.-* YES , i know my eyes are big , dh la tu . ahah , babi btl .

tonight ? hha , love you girls (: will update later .

well these are the photos of my openhouse last sat (:







dh dh . too much info bout my openhouse , buat sakit hati jee . haha

teyra just called me and she said mlm ni jd . haih . BAZIR :p hehehehehe , tgk la yee . hm , now im just waiting fr the boyfriend bangun frm his sleep , haih . budak gemuk mmg slalu bgn lambat . eehheheehehehehe , sorry ya :p

im running out of things to say actually thats why merapu . hee , loves . bye !