good morning i might say to ppl in malaysiaaa (:

i woke up at 8:05 today :( guess why ? im having my "datang bulan" punya season now . jyeah baby . who likes it when this time of the month happens kaaan ? haha . bear with it jela then . well , rght now im trying to avoid adding any sense of humour in my blog since the boyfriend said " u ni lawak ah , " uhhh , im not a clown laah ! hahaha , wtv .

yesterday ws the BEST DAY EVER -.- *okay i ws being VERY sarcastic* hm to my siblings which i KNOW you guys will read my blog ESPECIALLY this one , haha wtv .

again , to my siblings , stop it . dnt ever talk to me if you think im rude . NEVER hurt me & STOP hurting me . know what ? it hurts fr me to say this but i REGRET something that i shouldn't do last year , specifically , i REGRET moving . hm . pls throw your EGO-ness away while reading this . switch to the "family" mode kjap , thats if you guys ada la . haih , im SICK of fighting when it is all MY FAULT . it ws NEVER yours . i ws the one who ws being rude , i ws the one who messed up . please , im not perfect . i hate it when ppl expect maybe TOO much frm me . im still a teenager , messing up is what i do to learn to live . compare to what you guys did when you guys were a teenager ? i think what im doing is what i think is already "okay" . THINK . im tired of thinking fr you both . i know you have the thought that im lazy , i just know how to eat ppl's money up , all the negativities of me . wtf ? hani dh tk larat . please . i know ive done stuffs that has disappoint you guys but i've learned frm my mistakes . im trying not to do those mistakes anymore . seriously , I AM TRYING . maybe you guys were too busy to realise . all you ever think is i ALWAYS take things fr granted . hm , i dnt know . well , fyi , ive done trying . and i HATE this . wtv , i cn feel that im not part of the family anymore . dh , mls nk fkir .


woawoaaaaaa dh STOP all the emo-ing . haih . now i look like i have two pingpong balls stuck to my face *dkat mata punya area* haha , okay i know most of you will laugh reading this cz i know you will think *mmg ada dua pingpong balls stuck kt muka dia pon !! then gelakgelak -.-* YES , i know my eyes are big , dh la tu . ahah , babi btl .

tonight ? hha , love you girls (: will update later .

well these are the photos of my openhouse last sat (:







dh dh . too much info bout my openhouse , buat sakit hati jee . haha

teyra just called me and she said mlm ni jd . haih . BAZIR :p hehehehehe , tgk la yee . hm , now im just waiting fr the boyfriend bangun frm his sleep , haih . budak gemuk mmg slalu bgn lambat . eehheheehehehehe , sorry ya :p

im running out of things to say actually thats why merapu . hee , loves . bye !

"so what , im still a rockstar , i got my rock moves , and i dont need you , and guess what im havin more fun "

fuck i love that song , haha . okay so , i went to teynqilla's open house td , well , saw a couple of oldfriends , heheh . yesterday my family held an openhouse fr the FIRST TIME , but there ws only 2 ppl who came fr my openhouse **my friends la . urgh NK EMO SIAAAAL . haha

boyfriend is having a gig today ? haha . fine ah tkyh lyn i . wtv , ahah . confused BTL ! dh dh diam ,

my plan fr tmr is NOTHING ! hah ! cool kan ? fr the first time i dnt have any plans and i DONT want to have plans . heheheh . azrin said they're going to kl this tues and idk wether im going ke tak (: nk kacau hisyam kacau and usha aweks ! hahaha , sry dudee (: mcm tk knal i plk kn , hee . i am soooo going to ACT mcm hisyam's girlf and mara when he usha awek . haha . okay dh tkde kje -.- dengki , tknk pn jd hisyam's girlf ! haha :p

well , abt the "JOBS" that ive applied in sunway in the past days . haih . they havent call back YET . sedih siaaaaaaal . i applied fr FIVE shops . gila tak ? hha . well , fr start , i filled a form in british india , then principles , then elle , then voir , then baskin robbin (ni kne paksa ngn yudesh & teyra -.- ) . then now im waiting . haih . curiosity KILLS . damn it .

well , i watched the movie 'kayangan' just now . and ada this character BLOGS ! haha , cool kan ? i thought budak2 sekolah je blogs . haha . noob btl . sooo , she blogs and her blogskin sucks , sorry eh (((:

hee , so now i dnt know what to do , so bye then ? haha

oh well oh well oh well , its been a looooooooooooong time since ive posted A blog . aha . sry sry . hands were tied up by a BUNCH of probs lately . fucking realistic world ! haha . hmm . so recap perhaps ?

finals , just finished it and now i feel like there's an ENORMOUS truck got pulled out frm my head , aha . well , there's still maybe a little stress abt the result and miscellanious :p soooo , the boyf ? err , dnt know what to say abt him . :/

well , i am planning to do some job-hunting in sunway this evening cz i wld like to buy a new phone , new glasses , new RETAINER and maybe some shopping ? haha . wtv lah , the form4 boys are going to PD today . wehh , best ? aha , dnt think so :p yeryer best DOH . dah hbes .

i didnt go anywhre fr the past week since im having my exam . OH EXCEPT going to taipan to return tiya's bag . haha , release stress eyh ? yea , just lepak2 cm bdo je .

oh yea , today is HELMIGEMUK's birthday , happy birthday yea !! pdn muka kepala terhantuk :)))))))))))))))))


the only picture yg okay . haha .

oh yea , and to wilfred and farhan , HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYS (: may god bless you (:

last two days ws this girl's birthday . happy brthday and i love you honey <3
FANA ROZARIO (:



hee . well thats all fr now maybe . haha . wtv happens , ill post it later , KOT KOT . :))))))))))

loves .